Tuesday, July 28, 2009

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please have time and feel free to check out my sister site www.hushplush.com

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she also have new clothes but haven't have time to upload to the website but believe me the stuff she have are cute I will post some pictures, her new items. I will update and post more when I get a chance my blog is acting up some reason.


Lately been working my butt off trying hard to save, it's so hard to save when I love to shop for makeup and of course clothes, sighs. Life is okay I still feel something is missing apart of me is. I just found out that the dmv paper for me to get my drivers licence expire. Which means I need to retake 6hours course to get the paper work, then back to the dmv cause that paper been 6 months or so. I'm really hoping I get my drivers licence so I can do more stuff and get things done and etc. It's so hard having a car but I can't drive it sucks real bad. I hope someone wish me luck because I think I need that then anything. On the other hand the guy that has a crush on me hasn't call since the last time. I hope he moves on not like I don't want to give a try, but I just want to be single for now after last heart break 2 years ago I'm not looking forward anything, but school and getting to drive.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Father & I

My father and I had a distance since my mom passed away. He's always been working and so am I. We have nothing to talk about till today we spend a father and daughter time. He ask me where I will like to go eat and we went to an Asian Restaurant. Started off weird silents. It was so quite we could hear other families covo. Until we started a subject so hows life, I guess that's how I'm going to put it. Its weird, I thought our covo wouldn't last but it has. We talk to one subject to the next, till he brought up a covo telling me about his gf I was like ugh. After that we talked about family problems that been ignored for a while now. We ate and talk I couldn't believe that can happen. I felt better after we talked its been forever since we got along or hold a covo. It's started off weird on the way him I told him a few weeks before my mom's 5Th year I had a dream about her. He was like really I was like yes, and he ask me where she was, it was a weird dream and she was happy she smiled the whole time,we ate at my work place which is an Italian restaurant.She smiled the whole time I told him. He says thats good at least we know that shes happy now and no longer sad. When my mother was living she was at times sad and stress alot. I wish she let me see her agains because thats the best dream ever gething to see her.Mom, dad and I is starting to get along now you should rest in peace, I miss you and forever love you deep in my heart.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009


I don't know what to do. When someone calls you suppose to call them back right? He call again and this time left,me a voicemail asking me to call him back. I feel like if I was to call him back I would be stuck, and wanting to be in a relationship with him as he want me to be his gf. I mean I'm not looking forward to call him back nor am I wanting to be in a relationship. I seen like I have too much in my hands to be in one. Plus he is gonna be away for college. I know I can't put my life in order the way I wanted to be.My friends telling me to call back and talk to him but i don't know whats stoping me.

Saturday, July 11, 2009


I thought going to work would keep my mind off about my mother dead from 4 years ago. Tomorrow is her 5th year, at work i had a huge melt down with my manager. I whole it in so long no one at work knew i lost a mother 4 years ago. I had to share with someone my eyes were red. I couldn't stop crying and now I am still. I felt bad for sharing to my manager and made her cry, she also told me how her father died. For peoples that are out there please Cherish your parents because you never know when they gonna step out your life. I'm very close with my mother she was like a best friend. I hear allot of people telling me how they don't get along with their parents, no matter what they done to you or whatever they still your parents. Not only that if it wasn't for them you wouldn't be here in this world.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Missed Calls.

Wonder what make you still thinking bout me,I can see that you care threw those missed calls I get from you.I was always else-where when the phone vibrates,you maybe on the line wondering what I'm up to, what I'm doing? why I ain't answering?my heart doesn't beat fast nor did it stop, it on paste.I don't wanna be lost in your sweetest words made me feel like I found the right soundtrack to my ears.that is so UN-real,wonder why don't u stop wasting your time on me and find a better girl.Your time is worth doing something batter than spending that last min,last hour calling me.I know your might be looking into your phone wondering when I'm call you back.I wanna say look on,forward and stop calling, I'm not the girl you want and need in your life.my problems are to0 much and so UN-prefect, for a guy like you to handle.at the end of the day u got me wondering got me thinking bout the way we met, the way we talked on the phone.Every time I look at the cell one missed call and I know is you. I know all I gots to do is to click call back and then ill prob. find my happiness,I'm one click away to find the prefect boyfriend as if I was in heaven,cause the way you look at me, the way u want me, is so UN-true and its just right bitter-sweetness.in those eyes of yours, I know you truly like me, truly care,truly want to be mine and only.But boy I don't know you coming in my life too soon to fast.Its so UN-expected.If I answer that phone call it can, be hey boo,honey,baby,and its no longer gonna be hey what you doing whats up? b/c picking up that phone will change our lives together.I don't know what I'm doing is right or wrong someone told me I can't put life in the order I want,but who knows.If you are listening I wanna tell you that I do miss Ur voice,and the way you smile.I'm sorry if I'm acting selfish towards our feelings.I never been so lost and deep.I see how much you want too.I don't wanna stop you from going because I wouldn't want you to stop my dreams.I know your the guy that can take away the past and ease all the pain I had and bring me the a brighter and better life.I'm sorry love I don't wanna hurt you because I think you going to like me and give me more than, I can give out to you I don't want to hurt you.<3

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

What a Day.

What a day at work, I was pretty sad because I was thinking about my mom. I was telling one of my co-workers that her 5th year was coming. As I got in the car tears fell outta my eyes in silent. Till I got home my dad told me I got a package I went and see on the table. I scream Steppie package came in I was so happy jumping up and down like a lil kid. Everything was cute I love the way she wraps everything so neat. I took some pics not the best quaitly but I will take more later ons but everyone needs to go check her website out www.thesteppie.ccom thats the new website and her shop. killing you with her cuteness stuff and shes so nice and friendly. Showing you some love girlyy.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009


Makes me wonder why he call. Maybe you people wonder who i'm talking about. I meet this guy and it seems like first sight but i'm still confuse how i'm feeling. I don't think i'm ready for a relationship because I want my life to be settle first.What I mean by settle is gething my drivers licence and work,school. I don't think I have time for a boyfriend right now honsetly. We had a good covo going on and then he ask me out. I think I kinda left him hanging by saying "I don't know we'll see". Times flys and we haven't talk for weeks every since this covo over the phone "so have you been thinking of what I ask u?" I respond to him what you asked me as if I didn't know what he ask. For a moment and that second i really did forgot what he asked me. I felt bad, then was slicents and we haven't talked since. He call a couple of times but I was never around to answer the phone calls. Yeah I know I should be calling back, I'm just scare he'll ask me out. I just don't want to get my heart broken agains, because i've been broken so many times. I don't know what to do.

Monday, July 6, 2009

My Life.

When I was lil n my mommy.
Lately i've been thinking about things made me wonder. I then feel like writing I think writing is a way to share whats on my mind. Or what I want to write about. Sighs I need my drivers licence before school starts and etc, my butt be lazy to study. My mom's memorial iis coming up its her 5th year. I can't believe times flies by so fast. R.I.P Chieu Ha Do July 12,2005. We are and was a happy family, till the year 2004 my mother and dad decide to re-open a small grocery store. My older sister, brother and I come help when we have time to. The year 2005 who knows something happen 1:00pm my mother and dad was gething ready to have lunch, a man walk in my mother walked out seeing him with a gun, she looked back at my dad yelling to him "he have a gun" shes tries to run back where my dad was but she didn't make it. The man then pull the gun and shot her right in the heart. No one ever understand why that man took my mom's life away, he didn't ask for money or anything. Life been tough for myself and my family since she was gone. I miss you mom<3.